Every seven or eight years, I get a hankering for an adventure. These adventures generally arenβt planned, per se, theyβre opportunities that arise and I think, βHey, thatβd be fun.β And then Iβm on a plane, not sure about what comes next.
In 1992 I was offered a job in Kuwait.Β I went to the San Francisco public library to check out a book on Kuwait, to see if it was something that I wanted to consider. There were no books on Kuwait, but there was one on Iran. I figured that was close enough (in hindsight, not at all the sameβ¦), read it, and decided to go.
In 2001 a friend said, βLetβs bike through Cuba!β I bought a used bike and attempted to buy a nice seat for it (the bike store employee said he wouldnβt allow me to buy such a nice seat for such a piece of junk) and that was the extent of my planning. As we rode from town to town in Cuba, I realized that a few practice rides in San Francisco might have helped meβ¦
In 2007, I had to travel to Nepal for work. I decided to hike the Annapurna Circuit over 21 days. The first night of the trail, other hikers sat around the table, talking about how they had prepared for the hike. When one person talked about carrying a backpack weighted with rocks and running up and down stairs, and the others nodded in agreement that they, too, had done so, I wondered if maybe I should have done more than simply requested vacation daysβ¦
All of the adventures turned out fine. More than fine, really. Pretty spectacular, actually. Iβve always been a βLetβs see what happensβ type of person, and generally appreciate that thereβs a lot of good.
Iβve decided to walk el Camino de Santiago in March and April this year. And for some inexplicable reason, Iβve felt the need to plan. Maturity? Maybe. Lessons learned from past experiences? Maybe. Surprisingly, the planning has beenΒ gratifying.
Iβve researched ultra-light clothing/sleeping options. Iβve tried on backpacks and hiking shoes. Iβve started walking longer distances.
Today my neighbors and I set out for a 15 mile walk, more or less the distance Iβm aiming to do daily on el Camino. Thereβs something about the rhythm of walking that is satisfyingly meditative. We walked from our homes in the center of the city to the ocean. On the way there, we noticed a hummingbird, sitting on a bush. Iβve never seen a hummingbird not in flight. We all stopped, transfixed. The bird sat there. For minutes. We watched, silent. It flittered to another bush, flittered back in front of us, then flew away. We walked. It rained. We inhaled the fresh air of a forest after a shower. On the way to lunch, we noticed another hummingbird, just sitting there on a bush. The bird turned its head and we were treated to a splash of vibrant pink on its head. We watched. It sat. We mentioned that this must be a sign. It flew away. We stopped for lunch. We chatted with strangers. We laughed. We wished each other well. We walked along the ocean, then through Golden Gate Park. At mile 13 my feet began to feel tender. We walked a little slower. When I got home, I looked up the significance of the hummingbird.
From this site:
The hummingbird generally symbolizes joy and playfulness, as well as adaptability. Additional symbolic meanings are:
β’Β Β Β Lightness of being, enjoyment of life
β’Β Β Β Being more present
β’Β Β Β Independence
β’Β Β Β Bringing playfulness and joy in your life
β’Β Β Β Lifting up negativity
β’Β Β Β Swiftness, ability to respond quickly
β’Β Β Β Resiliency, being able to travel great distances tirelessly
I donβt know if Iβll see any more hummingbirds between now and when I depart for Spain. I’ll remember today’s message, though – to be present, enjoy life, and celebrate joy.
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